Always

June 14th, 2016

Sometimes I look in the mirror and am genuinely surprised by what I see because it is not what I was expecting.

Sometimes it feels like my body is outside of me.  Like the aches and pains that I feel aren’t really me, they’re just bits of resistance.  Because when I check in with ME there is no pain, there is only energy.

Sometimes I don’t want the life I am living.  I would give it up fairly easily, I believe, for a moment…, but I don’t know what I would choose if it really came down to it.  It seems I like it here more than I want to admit.

Sometimes this world scares me, sometimes it startles me, and sometimes it stuns me into a silence so deep even the inside of my head is quiet.

Sometimes I feel like I know what love is.  And I always feel like there is more to life than we can see or hear.

Sometimes I just laugh because damn…



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