The Separation

October 6th, 2015

A feeling of separation arises at the moment I become aware of my limited, singular being-ness.  And while I am aware of my larger, immortal self, I cannot ‘see’ it.  All of a sudden there is a branching off and there is an ‘other’, someone just around the corner, who is also me and seemingly separate from me.

In my vision, they are walking right here beside me and then they are gone.  And I’ve forgotten to ask them what I’m supposed to be doing.

What did I come here for?  Why did I choose to be here, and why now?

There might actually be a good reason for coming here.  I seek answers.

Should I be looking for something?  Should I be doing something?  Should I be asking a different question?  Should I just let it all be and enjoy the ride?

This idea of separation is a powerful one; we all buy into it so it has a lot of energy behind it.  I am still finding blind spots I have towards it.  But maybe those spots are getting deeper and wider and I am finally getting down to the base of … what?  My sticking point?  My frustration?  My complete and utter bewilderment?

I don’t know.  I just truly don’t know.

What a kick in the pants…

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