On Purpose

July 19th, 2013

If something occurs, anything, I am NEVER the victim of it.  Not the Real Me.  Not the Me who knows who I am.

I disagree with those who say that memory is a fickle thing.  Well, I suppose it depends on the definition of ‘memory’ being used.  But my experience of it is that the memories – the recordings of events I have been present for – are completely accurate.  It is my recall of those events that is subject to distortion.

Along these same lines, I have been present for everything, for every single second of this life.  It may be true that I haven’t been awake for all of these moments, and it is definitely true that I have not always acted in a way I am proud of, but I have been here – the Real Me.  I have experienced all of these minutes since the time of my birth, and I will continue to experience whatever comes my way until the moment of my death.

There is nothing I can blame on any other.  In fact, the idea of blame is itself an illusion.  Besides the fact that we are All One, there is nothing in this life that I didn’t specifically intend to see (or hear or feel or… etc.)  I am deliberately here, on purpose, with determination.  My life is no accident.

I have always been here.  I have never been anywhere else.

There is a focus to this experience, it’s narrower than what we’re used to as our true selves.  It may often feel limiting.  But we chose this, we chose to experience what it’s like to really hone in on something very ‘small.’  And due to the fractal nature of the universe, we find that this small place, this narrow, limited, time-defined arena is filled with magic.



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