I Don’t Know

March 30th, 2012

I don’t know where I am, I don’t really know who I am. All I do know is that I am… I think everyone leaves it at that because what else can we be sure of? I am… here, now. I mean somehow I am experiencing a here and now.

I only bring this up because it is swimming around in my head, in words, so it seemed obvious to put it all out here. Sometimes the best thing is to just let it out, I’m finally learning. I have no idea what’s going to happen after I let it go, and, if it’s like everything else I’ve been letting go of lately, I will forget all about it by tomorrow.

But isn’t that the process? Take one step, then another, keep going and going and going. Past steps are not recounted, although I know I could not be where I am without having taken those steps.

The trick for me is to love every step of the way. Without that love I get off track and lose enthusiasm, and that’s not much of a journey. So back to the center, the Here and Now, the I Am of it All. It feels like a pulling in, a coming together, and somewhat heavy. Not that heavy is bad or wrong, it’s just a feeling or a sensation, like hot or cold.

When I am content with this weight I become infinite, and strangely weightless. Who knows what this is about, but since I am here, I will Be Here. If you recognize me, say hi, and I’ll do the same.



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